DeLLiCiouS

2009-12-04T15:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPEEPILL EPISODE 2

HAPPEEPILL EPISODE 1

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

LAST LAST

2009-12-03T07:42:00.003+08:00

3 Dec 2009 || 0900-1100 || MAS 321 ODE || Hall D || 501
7 Dec 2009 || 0900-1100 || MAS 323 Number Theory || Hall F || 1232

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

NEXT SCHEDULE

2009-11-25T03:01:00.004+08:00

25 Nov 2009 || 0900-1100 || MAS 211 Calculus III || Hall F || 1002
25 Nov 2009 || 1300-1500 || MAS 311 Real Analysis I || Hall L || 320
26 Nov 2009 || 0900-1100 || CM 103 Applying IT || Hall B || 1018

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

EXAM

2009-11-19T07:23:00.004+08:00

today is my first exam day
it will be starting at 9
only one and a half hour left
*wish me all the best guys*
XD

19 Nov 2009 || 0900-1100 || MAS 312 Complex Analysis || Hall L || 512

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

6 months 8 days 12 hours

2009-11-16T11:55:00.001+08:00

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake,
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe I'm acting like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss

Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you
Is everything okay?

It's hard enough just passing the time
When I can't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why, tell me why

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours
Since you went away

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Six Months

2009-11-10T18:31:00.004+08:00

it's 6 months already
the last time you call my name
the last time you calling me
the last time you texting me
the last time you ...
do u realize it??
or is it just me??
I'm confused
Don't know what to do
I never wanted to be like this
But I couldn't deny it to be happened
and it seemed like you didn't have intention to
chat with me
share with me
have fun with me
ANYMORE
haha XD
I also couldn't help myself to have the feeling
that I've never been wanted
that I've never been needed
that I've never been ...

HAHA it's juust a short 6 months

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Quiz

2009-11-01T01:39:00.003+08:00

Quiz

1. Real name: Delli
2. Nickname: Dellicious
3. Starsign: Virgo
4. Male or Female: Male
5. Univ: NTU
6. Major: Mathematical Sciences
7. Minor: Computing *hopefully*
8. Hair color: Black
9. Long or short: Always changing style ^^
10. Loud or Quiet: Depends on mood
11. Sweats or Jeans: No idea
12. Phone or camera: Phone
13. Health Freak: Yes?
14. Drink or smoke: Nope
15. Do you have a crush on someone: Currently NO
16. Eat or drink: Of Course
17. Piercings: NO
18. Tattoos: NO
_____________________
Have you ever?
First Piercing: NO
First Best Friend: NOone
First award: 1^st rank in class?
First Crush: *e*****
First Vacation: Seaworld… when I 4yrs old
Last person you talked to: Roomate
Last person you texted to: Elly Chuu
Last person(s) you watched movie with: Hmm… friends??
Last food you ate: Sa Po Mian =P
Last drink you drank: Water lah ^^
Last movie you watched: Final Destination??
Last song listened to: SNSD – Into the new world
Last thing you brought: Forget XP
Last person you hugged: Forget too =P
_____________________
Favourites
Food: Fuyunghai ^^
Drinks: WHEY protein… got addicted already haha XD
Clothing: Casual one
Books: Comics
Song: Anime OSTs
Flower: Sunflower ^^
Colors: Pink =D
Movies: Drama
Phrase: I LOVE YOU ^^ omae ga suki ^^ saranghae ^^ wo ai ni ^^ aku cinta kamu
Subjects: Maths
_____________________
Had you ever done before
Kissed in the snow: Never, but wanting to try
Celebrated Halloween: NOPE *so sad*
Had your heart broken: YES YES really hurt T^T
Went over the limits on your cell phone: Never
Someone questioned your sexual orientation: I’m straight :D
Came out of the closet: Before came out, take photos first hahaha :D
Gotten pregnant: Male can pregnant meh??
Had an abortion: I’m male… I even can’t pregnant u know HAHA
Done something you've regretted: Yes of course
Broke a promise: Yes, many times
Hide a secret: Yes, a lot of them
Pretended to be happy: Yes, so many times
Met someone who changed your life: Not yet
Pretended to be sick: Nope… I’m always pretending to be healthy
Left the country: Yes, for overseas
Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it: Yeahhh
Cried over the silliest thing: Yes… and I regretted it
Ran a mile: Just a mile huhh??
Went to the beach with your best friend(s): YES
Stay single the whole year: YES
_____________________
Currently
Eating: Nope
Drinking: Nope
Tonning: Nope
Listening to: Nothing
Planning for tommorow: Nope
Waiting for: Finishing this quiz
_____________________
Your future
Want kids: Yes
Want to get married: Yes
Careers in mind: A lot of thoughts HAHA
_____________________
Which of it is better for boys/girls
(If your are boy please choose girl, if you are girl please choose boy)
Lips or eye: Eye
Shorter or taller: Shorter
Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
Nice stomach or nice arm: Nice arm
Sensitive or loud: Loud
Single or relationship: Single
Noisy or quiet: Noisy
_____________________
Had you ever
Lost lasses/contacts: Yes
Ran aways from home: Never
Hold a gun or knife for self defence: Long Ruler HAHA
Killed somebody: Never
Broken someone's heart: Never
Been arrested: Never
Cried when you lost someone: Yes
_____________________
Do you believe in
Yourself: Yes
Miracles: Yes
Love at first sight: Yes
Heaven: Yes
Santa Claus: No
Things last forever: No
_____________________
Is there one person you want to be with right now: Yes
Is there a person you make a promise with her now: Yes
Is there a person that you want forget now: Yes
Is there something you really want to do now: Yes
Is there something you really wish to have it now: Yes
Is there something you wanted to say to someone now: Yes
_____________________

Now pass to 10 persons:
01) Michelle *I pass it back to u haha*
02) Valerie
03) Samantha
04) Denny
05) Febrina
06) Je_z
07) Lisa
08) Valencia
09) Wahyu
10) Wilson

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Dedicated to a friend

2009-10-19T01:01:00.006+08:00

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Just to be the next to be with you

Mr. Big - To Be With You

Wish you'll find and know what you want to do
I'll always be here if you need me
Cheer up girl !!! Be Happy ^^

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Hello I'm Delli

2009-10-17T09:09:00.004+08:00

One say I'm good at saying this
I can 'just' say to everyone I meet
Wow... Am I really that good??
It's really sad~
He didn't know how much courage I put 'just' to say it
How many times I'm thinking and thinking 'just' to say it

However it's true that I've said this sentence million times already =D *lebay*
I want to say it more though =P
I want to introduce myself to people
I want to know many people
I want to be known by people
I want to show that I exist
Maybe if I want to know people then they also want to know me
Is it true??
If it's not true then it just felt like every introductions I've ever made mean nothing
And I won't like to have an introduction with anyone with my own will anymore

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

random post

2009-10-05T02:55:00.008+08:00

Recess week is over now
Should I be sad or happy??
Sad cuz I need to go back to usual life... university life...
Sad cuz there's so many things I've not acomplished yet
Sad cuz the exam is coming over too
Happy cuz I'm going to finish this semester soon

And recently I feel I'm so sensitive
*/sensitivity 99999*
Dunno why XD

These days I miss you so badly baby
wondering how you're doing
wondering if u also feel the same way
wondering and wondering all the times
On top of that, what can I do??
It's nothing... nothing at all
Do I dare to tell u the truth??
Nope... I don't have the courage to tell u
Though it's YES, I just can't tell u now
I mean the feeling is different when I say it 'offline'
So I think it's better to keep this inside till the time we meet
I'll say it as much as I want till I satisfy ^^

And I regret a lot of things these days too
Why didn't I do something I wanna do?
I thought this is one of my negative side
Am I too ...
Shy? Timid? Nervous? Fearful? Uneasy?
How should I call this thing? Hesitancy?
S.T.F.U lah...
Such a simple reason can stop you dude??
Where is the manly side of yours
Don't make me hate you

ARGHHHHHH...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Last Outing

2009-10-02T10:25:00.010+08:00

Time passed away so fast >.<
This' one week after our last outing already
Last saturday we went to Downtown East
Went there by MRT + Bus

Fyi we almost went through all EW MRT stations i.e. from BoonLay to Pasir Ris =D

Actually we just wanted to go to Wild Wild Wet
However the ticket price of WWW + Escape was only $2.5 in difference
So we decided to go to both of them XD
We went to Escape first
This is the pict at Escape Entrance

And this is what we were doing inside

After that we went to Wild Wild Wet
very fun leh... had so many things inside
unfortunately no one took picts there >.<

And at that night we BBQed at east coast

we also rented some bicycles and roller blades

This is how we spent the whole night

These are some nice? picts as well

What are u doing guys?? See the sunrise??

Catch the monkey boy =D

We went home seperately... Some by MRT and some by taxi

And I slacked the whole day until night... laying on the bed =P

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

HATE IT

2009-09-22T11:59:00.010+08:00

From me to u with all of my hatred

I hate to fall in love with someone like u
I hate to be extremely happy when I met u
I hate to be coy when I was in front of u

I HATE THOSE... REALLY~

Saat berada di depan komputer,
Aku benci harus deg-degan menunggu kamu online
Saat kamu online,
Aku benci harus berpikir mencari kata" untuk memulai percakapan denganmu
Saat kata" itu telah ada,
Aku benci harus berpikir apakah kau akan senang bila aku panggil
Saat aku telah memberanikan diriku untuk memanggil dirimu,
Aku benci harus bersiap untuk tidak direspon oleh dirimu
Saat kau merespon,
Aku benci harus kegirangan seperti orang menang lotre walaupun kamu hanya membalas satu karakter

AKU BENCI... SANGAT~

Saat memegang hape
Aku benci harus membuka gallery handphone ku hanya untuk melihat foto-foto mu
Aku benci harus terkejut saat melihat kamu menelepon
Aku benci harus bertanya-tanya saat menerima sms dari kamu
Aku benci harus menyimpan sms dari kamu dan membacanya disaat aku rindu kamu

And now
I really hate to try to forget everything about you
I really hate to try to erase all my feelings towards you
I really hate to force myself to do something I can't do

REALLY HATE IT

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DELLICIOUS

2009-09-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

delliciousy.blogspot.com says:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOUU

dellicious says:
Oh thx my blog :D

Haha... Today is my birthday I'm 19 now... Too old to be a boy already So I should try to be a man this day onwards >.<

Thanks to everyone who gave me a very superb brilliant surprise Really appreciate it ^^
And WOW~ that was surely shocking me and made me wanna cry more than i did yesterday
TxT T_T T^T T.T TwT TvT

N thanks for FEN for this cute keychain...
*dellicious like this*

N thanks to KEII for her very very long wishes n her special gift
*dellicious also like this*

N thanks to YESSY who give me the most happy birthday word today
*dellicious like this too*

N now I'm waiting for YUDIS to post the photos taken by his super cool camera :P
*dellicious will like that*

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

SADNESS INSIDE HAPPINESS

2009-09-10T01:41:00.006+08:00

I was wondering this when *something* happened to me after I write the previous post
Actually I've got a sad thing behind a happy thing
I mean there's a sad side of me when I'm happy
It also put the effect to the happy thing I got today

Like the second reason why I'm happy today... there's also a thing that made me sad
As for the first reason I don't want to say the reason
Cuz it's just a very simple reason
Maybe u'll laugh when I say it XD

OK then I'm going to sleep now
Byezz

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

HAPPY

2009-09-10T01:28:00.003+08:00

I am so happy today…

It’s long long time since I’ve had this kind of happiness…

I forget the exact date… but it’s in June…

I am happy for someone else ^^

And actually I feel a bit weird with this kind of feeling…

Why I should be happy?? Haha…

Maybe since they’re my friends, but why I’m so happy??

It’s not normal…

Anyone know why??

I couldn’t imagine how happy I would be if I’m in their position XD

But I think it’s still long long time in the future…

it’s just a hope for now ^^V

Anyway today I also happy bcuz there’re some ppl tell me about everything they feels and felt…

Unfortunately I couldn’t help them with anything…

I feel sad since I could only listen to them but I hope it will help them abit

OK… That’s all for today…

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

KIASU MODE ON

2009-08-26T09:15:00.008+08:00

Find an interesting pict on web

KIASU (kee-ah-soo)
Hokkien adjective literally meaning, "afraid of losing"

KIASI (kee-ah-see)
Hokkien term literally meaning, "afraid of death"

So friend... don't kiasu" lar

If U KIASU one then I KIASI lor

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

DESPO mode on

2009-08-18T22:33:00.005+08:00

Look at me... would you??
Look at me... just once
Look at me...

Can u see it?? I'm weak aren't I??
Can u see that?? I'm really loss aren't I??
Can u see me??

I'm all alone you know??
Stand on this world just by myself with no one around
Noo...
I think there's one stand at a decent distance
Thx to you, really appreciate it... Sorry if I often make u mad n I still can't move towards u... I just don't think I'm suppose to be there...
And a few stand a bit far but still reachable
Thx too for all of u... Hope our distance can be narrower...

I wonder if I am now really in a world where I have to
It seems so hard for me only to breath
Would u like to teach me how to breath??

Should I wear a mask??
So that I can hide from the world
But I can't hide forever >.<
So that I can fool the world
But I can not fool myself though >.<

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Blog Award

2009-08-15T08:47:00.011+08:00

Is my blog worthy to receive this award??

Below the tasks that you should done !

1. Put these awards into your blog

2. Tag 5 (properly 10) friends
1. deni
2. dya
3. fen
4. jess i
5. len
6. lisa
7. pingu
8.vivin
9. wilson

10. xiaotong

3. Answer the questions !

* Five things found in my bag : lecture notes(actually this' a lie ^^), calculator, pencil case, tissue, pucelle ^^

* Five things found in my purse : identity card, ATM card, ez link card, hello! card, MONEY

* Five favourite things in my room : fujitsu lifebook, boxes, snacks, medicines, ME of course

* Five things always wanted to do : study seriously, have a nice dream, ice skate, go around the world, and to take care of someone

* Five things I currently into : msn-ing, facebook-ing, plurk-ing, blogging ( ?? ), studying :D

* Five favourite foods : minced meat noodle, fried kwaytiaw, chicken rice, meatball, takoyaki *nyam*

* Five favourite fruits : kiwi, strawberry, mango, apple, green apple ^^

* Five favourite drinks : ice lemon tea, chrysanthemum tea, coca cola, root beer, F&N GrapeSoda :p

* Five favourite songs : Because You Live - Jesse Mc Cartney, My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson, So Sick - Ne Yo, I Lay My Love On You - Westlife, WhenYou're Gone - Avril Lavigne

* Five persons you wanted to meet most : Mama, Angela, Melia, Keii, XiaoTong

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

No idea

2009-06-13T22:16:00.005+08:00

I'm confused
dunno what to do
aku bingung
apa yg sebenarnya ingin ia lakukan

U disappointed me, friend
Really...
kau sangat mengecewakanku
sampai" aku tak percaya bahwa kau adalah temanku
I really can't believe this
sianzzz...

Are u really my friend?
Say NO
And I'll slap u right now and say goodbye forever
LOL

huff...
oomph*

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Friendship and Love

2009-05-06T23:22:00.005+08:00

Persahabatan dan cinta adalah dua hal yg berbeda tetapi menurut saya perbedaan kedua hal ini sangat tipis, lebih tipis dari benang
Maksud saya dari persahabatan yg erat kalau imannya kurang bisa-bisa terjadi 'hubungan singkat' alias konslet akhirnya menimbulkan sayang dan cinta terhadap sahabat tersebut

Marilah kita mulai dengan melihat tahap" hubungan seseorang

Berkenalan -> Berteman -> Berteman lebih dekat / Bersahabat -> Berpacaran -> Menikah

Kebanyakan kalau dua sejoli sudah memiliki hubungan cinta, setalah kenal dan menjadi teman, mereka langsung merubah statusnya sebagai sepasang kekasih. Bahkan ada yang melewati tahap menjadi teman (misalnya dari tukang comblang, biro jodoh, varieti show yg menjodoh"kan seseorang) Kalau dari pandangan pertama merasa ada suatu getaran ataupun gelombang baik transversal maupun longitudinal, bisa langsung dihajar dan cinta akan didapatkan setelah menjalin hubungan dgn memaksimalkan getaran dan gelombang yg ada

Di tahap persahabatan sendiri, untuk menjadi seorang sahabat harus melalui perkenalan, pertemanan, lalu menjadi lebih dekat, dekat, dan dekat. Kata kuncinya adalah closer and deeper. Setelah memasukkan password tersebut, dunia persahabatan yg indah pun bisa dijelajahi. Bisa berbagi dgn sahabat tersebut di kala suka maupun duka. Bisa menjadi tempat bertukar pikiran, saling melengkapi satu sama lain. Dan masih banyak lagi yg lainnya dan bisa dipilih sesuai selera anda

Tidak jarang hubungan persahabatan dirasakan kurang oleh salah satu pihak. Seperti rasa hambar yg butuh diberikan gula dan garam.
Dengan kata lain orang itu telah terjerumus ke dalam lubang yg disebut perasaan cinta.
Kasihan orang-orang yg telah masuk kelubang ini, mereka dibayang-bayangi ketakutan akan rasa cinta terhadap sahabatnya sendiri.

Bingung Gundah Resah

Takut kalau sahabatnya tahu bahwa ternyata dia memendam perasaan cinta itu
Bingung ttg apa yg harus dilakukan terhadap rasa cinta itu

Bingung apakah dia harus mengatakan apa yg dirasakannya
Kalau si sahabat itu ternyata merasakan hal yg sama itu tidak masalah
Tapi bgmn kalau si sahabat itu ternyata tidak dan lebih parahnya lagi malah menyalahkan orang itu karena sudah menyia-nyiakan kepercayaan yg diberikannya sbg sahabat

Bingung apakah dia harus menyembunyikannya dan perlahan menghilangkannya
Tetapi suatu hari jika sahabatnya itu menemukan fakta itu maka dia jelas berada di posisi yg salah
Dan jg proses menghilangkannya tidak susah, dia harus menanggung rasa sakit yg tidak terkira

Msh banyak konflik" di dalam diri orang yg terkena jeratan cinta ini yg tidak dapat disebutkan satu per satu
Semua konflik berujung pada takutnya orang itu akan kehilangan seorang sahabat yg berharga

Dan terkadang seseorang yg bodoh lgsg meninggalkan sahabatnya tersebut karena takut akan hal ini tanpa memikirkan perasaan sahabatnya
Hal ini la yg membuat hubungan persahabatan yg putus tanpa sebab
dan mgkn sebenarnya sebab itu ada dan itu adalah perasaan cinta kepada sahabat yg membuat seseorang itu malu untuk menghadapi sahabatnya

Last but not least
Saran saya jika mengalami hal itu adalah tidak usah menyembunyikan dan katakan langsung kepda si sahabat jika si sahabat itu adalah sahabat sejati tentunya dia akan memakluminya menerima dgn tulus ataupun menolak dgn cara halus layaknya seorang sahabat
Dan ketika meneruskan persahabatan itu makan akan menjadi persahabatan yg sangat" erat
*mau*

karangan ini hanyalah karangan subjektif belaka, tidak objektif dari sudut pandang setiap orang
dan dibuat hanya untuk diberikan kepada seseorang yg me-request karena ingin melihat tulisan saya yg tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah pujangga masa depan
just kidding
no offense

temanku

2009-05-05T16:37:00.004+08:00

temanku

selama ini aku tak menyadari kalau kau adalah seseorang yang hebat
tak pernah sekalipun menyadarinya
mungkin aku tidak pernah ingin menyadarinya

temanku

kau selalu ada di sampingku
kau juga selalu siap sedia untuk membantuku
tapi tak pernah sekalipun aku meminta bantuanmu

temanku

dulu
aku malu dan aku benci
untuk meminta bantuanmu

dan sekarang
aku malu dan aku benci kepada diriku sendiri
setalah kusadari betapa bodohnya aku

wahai temanku yang baik hati
terima kasih karena kau masih berada disampingku saat ini
maafkanlah aku yg bodoh ini

temanku
bantulah aku~
T.T

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

My life would suck without you

2009-05-04T00:50:00.005+08:00

I have just realized that you mean everything to me
I can't be without you
Hahaha I’m so stupid… baka baka desu
Sorry I was so really very too stupid back then

I know everything were changing
but I pretended to have no idea about the changing
I lied to you~
I lied to myself~
Really" stupid me
hahaha

Now I think I couldn’t do anything about this change
So yah~ just let it flow
Really sorry~

If you mind to, let’s start over again
I will promise you nothing but I’ll give my best shot

Really… Zhen de… Hontou ni…
My life would suck without you

like Kelly Clarkson mention in her song >.<

Guess this means you're sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back all you said before

Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
but here you are again

Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me, and honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out
I'm nothing without you

Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me, and honestly
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go, yeah

Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me, and honestly
My life would suck without you

Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me, and honestly
My life would suck without you!

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

report

2009-04-28T21:51:00.001+08:00

MISSION FAILED
>.<

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

have I really tried my best??

2009-04-25T19:04:00.008+08:00

When you walked slowly, I was the only one

I was the only one who waited for you

I was the only one who tried to keep the pace with you

But seemed that you hope someone else to accompany you on

I didn’t mind it… I tried my best to keep it up… I tried my best to support you

But still I couldn’t convince you… Like you will never satisfy no matter how hard I tried

Suddenly you changed your pace, you walked faster

Yet I tried my best to catch up… I tried my best to keep the distance between us

However I couldn’t do that… You walked very fast, faster and faster

When you make your pace slower and waited for me to come, you couldn’t find me

Though you wait for so long, I wouldn’t be there

I am tired… Tired… I even don’t want to be there now

Maybe you will never know that I have really done my best back then

Walking, Dashing, Running, Sprinting, Jogging, Loping, Scampering, Scurrying

Just to keep the distance with you… But I couldn’t do those things everlastingly...

And the thing you know is just the outcome which is I’m not there

Yah I also thought the result is the most important… I don’t want to give any excuses

I don’t know which one is true and which one is false

Maybe I was wrong… Maybe I haven’t tried my best…

I don’t know… I just don’t know…

I just want to say sorry… really sorry I couldn’t be what you expect me to

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Miss U

2009-04-20T18:29:00.004+08:00

Baru skali ni aku pengen cepet" balek rumah
Perasaan yg sangat kuat
hingga menimbulkan gejolak di dalam dada *cieeh*

Aku berkata... I wanna go home...

Lalu aku yg berada di dalam diriku menjawab
"Sabar del... sebentar lg udah nak balek..."

Ya I know, but still I can't stand this feeling, it feel like I want to go back asap

"Ya ditahan dulu la... tinggal sebentar lg kok"

OK I'll try

"Eits... Tapi pertama-tama harus menyelesaikan exam dgn bener looo.
Masa udah dikasi hadiah yg bagus (balek rumah .red) tapi tidak melakukan apa2"

OK then

"Nah itu baru sip..."

But... can I really do those papers well this time??
I really hope I can

"Harus ada usaha jg la... persiapke dgn maksimal... Berikan yg terbaik... Smangat"

Ok thx bro

"satu lagi.. inget pesan ini yeh"
'51' '46' '53'

Wew wth is that??

"pikirkan sendiri"

Bzz~

THE END

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Don't Go Away

2009-04-13T14:11:00.003+08:00

Looking through your eyes,
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive
when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?

Can't stop the tears from falling
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you
just to be with you
My heart is breaking

Don't go away
Baby, don't you know I miss you so
Don't Go Away
I've never been on my own before
Can't you hear me just take me with you
Won't you feel my heartbeat once more

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Hujannn

2009-04-12T16:59:00.004+08:00

Sigh*
got headache
it's definitely caused by the rain alias UJAN

dak salah lagi ini pasti gara" si ujannn
oe ujan!!
jgn nangis sampe kena kepalakuuu dong
huhh~
jadi sakit neh...

dari kemaren" kudiemi trus kau...
skrg wajib kukontani...
hushus...
jgn metu lg kau dihadapankuuu

arghhh...
my body isn't so...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

??LOVE??

2009-04-11T23:54:00.003+08:00

My feeling get better as I look at you
The world even becomes more beautiful
Could these feelings be love??
Somehow I just want to be closer to you
But I'm still shy, still nervous
I haven't even taken a single step to you
Actually I don't know how to begin
So can you please wait for me a little bit longer
I will slowly head towards you step by step

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

wish of the week??

2009-04-10T11:47:00.003+08:00

Sentence of the week:

I wish you're my love

Without you

2009-04-10T11:06:00.003+08:00

Does it seem like I'd be fine without you??
Or are you fine without me?
A world without you is so hard for me
I even hate myself for breathing
What should I do?
Even now, I live each day broken by your single word
If being like this is wrong, tell me
Huaaa...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Become a man

2009-04-08T01:56:00.003+08:00

Becoming stronger from losing
Overcoming a weak self-confidence over time

Yielding even though it is unfair
Even running away even though it is shameful

That's how one become a man

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Handkerchief

2009-04-07T23:26:00.005+08:00

The most beautiful encounters are like those with handkerchiefs
They wipe away your sweat when you're tired
They wipe away your tears when you're sad

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Truth Game

2009-04-05T02:13:00.005+08:00

Wah the truth game we played today was really really fun
Walaupun menghilangkan waktu belajar yg berharga T^T
Senang" Happy"
Tanoshikatta desu~
Thanks win~ sun~ fen~ len~ jes~

Awalnya kami ber 5 hanya chat" biasa di malam yg sunyi
Tapi tiba" satu orang sinting mengusulkan game ini,
tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah saya sendiri
ANd suddenly *here comes a new challenger* jessi.red

Tampaknya Fen akan serius dgn game ini karena sudah membereskan lecture notes nya
di lain pihak Jes tetap menonton film sambil maen
Asun tampaknya senang bercampur sedih
Len ngikut" ajah, Win jg angguk" pdhal sebenarnya ingin menyelesaikan PYPnya

Game ini berlangsung cukup lama
sampai" Fen mengganti pm msn nya menjadi ...
*2 hours have been wasted to play a silly game with some silly friends... lol...*
Asun mengatakan dia mengalami sport jantung pada saat game haha...
Serius sun??
I think Windi just sit calmly in his chair waiting for 'nice inpo' without wearing his clothes -pippppp-
Oops sensornya telat ^^

I really didn't know what should be asked to them T^T
I only could ask a bored question,
couldn't find a thrilled one that will make Asun feel a true excitement
hahaha...

Is it really a truth game??
Kayaknya cuma Asun nih yg spot jantung
But it's quite zai already (OS style)
lumayanlah :P

Will we play this game next time??
Hoho...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

2009-04-03T19:47:00.003+08:00

All alone again
I keep telling myself
Can I pretend to notice nothing and,
Be in your embrace forever

Why do you force yourself like that
I don't mind if you’re cold to me
If you don't like it just say "it's over"
OK?

I'm sorry if I purposely acted in a selfish manner
But you’re a person who answered me with an affectionate smile
You smile as you replied
This is how you always lie to me

*Sigh*

I know that you’re kind
But that makes it even more painful
Although I prayed for our love
But our hearts grows further apart

Argh...

I try to be the one who end this relationship
Which is what I thought but I can't do it
I've been searching for the right moment in our conversations but
I might cry, maybe I might cry

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Cinta Dalam Hati

2009-04-01T16:40:00.003+08:00

Aduh supir bus NTU yg indo emang keren
lagunyo MLTR samo ungu
tidak jarang bikin aku nangis di bus
-lebai-

Hari ni dgr lagu ungu ini...
mantaph~

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dalam hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

Ku ingin kau tahu
Diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

From Me To You

2009-03-29T00:23:00.004+08:00

I know of no one other than you
because I’m foolish I didn’t know anyone else

But you’re looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

There is no me in your days and I won’t be one
probably I won’t be in your memories either
However I’m still looking only at you as my tears continue to fall

As I watch you walking past, I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my feelings
though at the end you'll just brush past me

The days that I miss u so much
the days when you fill up my thoughts
the days when my heart grows cold and I’m sad

I’m thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
and I’m just making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
even though I see your laugh, I can’t laugh with u
but I cannot laugh with you

Once again, I’m crying for you
once again, I’m missing for you
once again, I’m waiting for you

Bye Bye?? I think I will never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold onto you like this anymore
but I still need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I wish and wish again

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

New Blogskin

2009-03-28T18:12:00.002+08:00

Ehem"
Is this better or not??
Please leave your comment at the tagboard thx ^^

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Promises

2009-03-28T13:55:00.002+08:00

Inspiration of the week:

Promises are usually like butterflies, which fly beautifully but disappear after circling
But I ensure the promises I gave you, just like a happy day that will definitely come

More Than A Friend

2009-03-23T10:04:00.004+08:00

You got me counting the seconds
It happens every time
I'm waiting for the moment we can sit down and talk for a while
And every time that you're near me, my heart is running away
How can I tell you when words don't come easy
And there is so much I'm trying to say

I wanna know that love will surround us and you'll share it with me every day
Tell me you'll care for me now and forever
I'll give anything to hear you say that I'm more than a friend

I'm gonna try in the future, not to live in the past
I guess that I was a dreamer if I thought it could ever last
But every time that I see you, you bring me out in the sun
How can I hide it when we are together?
I just know that you're the only one

I wanna make you see everything you are to me
Try to understand, I wonder if you can
The love I have for you will always be true

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Don't Let Me Go

2009-03-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

So much to say
But where do I start
Would you listen if I spoke from the heart
It's simple things
That keep us apart
You know it doesn't have to be this way

Some people stop
And some people stare
I'm hearing whispers that you no longer care
Should I stay
Should I turn away
Stop playing games now you know it's not fair

Can't you hear it in my voice
You gotta listen when I say

You make me think I've got this feeling for you
I've tried so hard, won't you listen to me?
Cause we can make it we can see this through
Let me start by telling you

Don't let me go when I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah I've gotta know
When this feeling I've got won't let go

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

You belong with me

2009-03-16T20:37:00.001+08:00

I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Thanks to you

2009-03-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

really thanks to you...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

14-04

2009-03-14T23:50:00.001+08:00

Sentence of the week:

Choose one way... wahlaowe...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

13-03

2009-03-13T16:21:00.002+08:00

The water flow beautifully
Like our relationship before
But why now it is so different?

Though I realize that I can't always be by your side
It doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore
But you just go... leave me alone here...

Why we should meet if we will end it like this
These times you don't care for me anymore
I can only be silent and be stagnant here, like I'm lifeless

I feel like I wanna do nothing

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

11-03

2009-03-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

How many sad memories did we have?
How many dreams did we carry with us?
What kind of happy day we are going to?
Will we take hold of my dream?
Will we find that deciding move?
And what kind of dream we are going to talk about later?

The answer won't come out itself
Let's find it out though

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

TAYLOR SWIFT - COME IN WITH THE RAIN

2009-03-11T10:56:00.002+08:00

TAYLOR SWIFT Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

"Come In With The Rain"

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore,
And I know all the steps up to your door,
But I don't wanna' go there anymore.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,
Talk to the man with the reasons why,
And let me know what you find.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cause I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could stand up and sing you a song,
But I don’t wanna’ have to go that far.
And I, I’ve got you down,
I know you by heart,
And you don’t even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,
Talk to the man who put you here,
And don’t wait for the sky to clear.

I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night to call your name.
Oh, just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I’ve watched you so long,
Screamed your name,
I don’t know what else I can say.

But I’ll leave my window open,
‘Cus I’m too tired at night for all these games.
Just know I’m right here hopin’,
That you’ll come in with the rain.

I could go back to every laugh,
But I don’t wanna’ go there anymore…

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

10-03

2009-03-10T23:56:00.002+08:00

I thought that someone would bring me the happiness that I dreamed of
But it can only be a dream without an act
I'm hoping too much of you

In a quick-paced society, all I'm doing is excusing
and lying to myself that everyone was doing the same
Seeing me like this, are u satisfied right now?

I don't want to say this but I can't hold it any longer
It feels as if you've seen straight through my heart
But in fact you've never really recognize me

If I had not met you, I would still only have a fake smile
My words and disagreements would only have been superficial
I've ever thought to start my changes with your guidance

Now...
I'm going to go my own way to cast off the feeling which was always swaying me
and to realize that I can do this by myself

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Perjalanan hape...

2009-03-09T09:24:00.014+08:00

Karena membaca blog Fen" ttg Butuh yang baru,
saia jg mau menceritakan perjalanan hape saia
ga kreatip banget yah hahaha...

Ehem"
Dimulai kisah ketika saia masi duduk di bangku esempeh (lupa di kelas brp, yg ptg di kelas aksel), saia dikasih hape nokia 3100 oleh qiu" (adik mama saia). Ketika itu dia mau menjual tuh hape dan membeli yg baru. Karena dia kasihan melihat anak muda (dellicious.red) tidak punya hape, maka dari itu dia tidak jadi menjual dan memberikannya kepada anak muda itu. YAY... jadilah si anak muda punya hape untuk pertama kalinya...

tapi sayangnya, belum lama saia memakai hape itu, mama minta tukeran hape.
jenis hapenya apa yah? lupa...
mgkn samsung... trus layarnya hijau" kayak lampu lalu lintas
hape saya dibajak untuk pertama kalinya T^T

terus kemudian... setelah saia naeik ke kelas 3, mama menukar kembali hape itu
yay :D

akhirnya saia memakai hape itu sampe SMA
tapi... tapi... tapi...
giliran papa mencoba merayu saia untuk tukeran... argh... noooo...
trpksa deh saia tukeran ama nokia 5210nya papa, yg bentuknya aneh
dibajak untuk yg kedua kalinya T^T

nih gambarnya... layarnya oranye"

trus kalo casingnya dilepas jadi gini...

kalao tidak salah agung jg masih memakai hape ini... jadi kembar deh...
Ketika kelas 2 SMA hape ini rusak. Trus papa pun mau mengembalikan hape nokia3100 itu.
Tapi saia tolak... No Noo Nooo..."Belikan saya yg baru" hahahaha...

Akhirnya saia memutuskan membeli hape 3G yg baru dikeluarkan saat itu, yakni Sony Ericsson k608i. Spesifikasinya adalah sbb:
kamera 1.3MP, ada kamera VGA di depan untuk video call
emoticon xmx yg keren untuk sesama pengguna sony ericsson
mp3 player lumayan... bahkan file mp4 jg bisa diputarnya
sayangnya tidak ada memori eksternal... ini yg paling saia sesalkan...
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

Tapi nampaknya percuma saia membeli hape 3G, karen saat itu belum bisa digunakan huhuhu...
rasanya akhir" kelas 3SMA saia baru mulai mengetes video call dsb...
Trus sampai saia kuliah tahun pertama masih memakai hape itu, tapi kondisinya sudah tidak memadai... Karena sering terbanting dst...

Juni2008 saia pulang ke Palembang lalu melihat adik saia memakai N70 lalu dgn sigap saia merampasnya, nampaknya yg kecil memang selalu tertindas hahaha...
Yay this is the picture of my N70

Belum setahun memakai N70 ini, tangan ini rasanya sudah agatal untuk memakai yg baru...
Beberapa saat yg lalu, saia sempat melirik Samsung Innov8 yg super canggih dan keren tapi super mahal juga. Luckily stoknya habis, jadi dompet saia tidak jadi menangis hahaha...

Dan pada awal bulan ini yaitu tanggal 1 Maret 2009, dompet saia akhirnya menangis sejadi"nya. Karena saia melepaskan teman kesayangannya, OCBC ATM Card dari pelukannya untuk membeli hape terbaru saia Nokia 5800 XpressMusic Comes With Music. Wow~ *nama yg lumayan keren*
HP ini memiliki 2 macam warna list... MERAH dan BIRU
EntaH kenapa saia memilih merah ^^

Doakan saia supaya langgeng bersama hape ini yah...
Thank you...

PERTANYAAN: berapa kali aku ganti hape??

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

(Mungkin Aku) Bukan Pujangga oi...

2009-03-09T09:10:00.002+08:00

Song Title : Bukan Pujangga
Artist: Base Jam
Album: Base Jam
---------------------------

Aku mungkin bukan pujangga
Aku mungkin tak slalu ada
Ini diriku apa adanya
(2x)

Mungkin aku bukan pujangga
Yang pandai merangkai kata
Ku tak slalu kirimkan bunga
Tuk ungkapkan hatiku..ohh...

Mungkin aku tak kan pernah
Memberi intan permata
Mungkin aku tak selalu
Ada di dekatmu

Ku ingin kau tahu isi di hatiku
Ku tak akan lelah jaga hati ini
Hingga dunia tak bermentari

Satu yang ku pinta yakini dirimu
Hati ini milikmu
Semua yang ku lakukan untukmu
Lebih dari sebuah kata cinta untukmu
Ini diriku

(Aku mungkin bukan pujangga)

Aku mungkin bukan pujangga
Aku mungkin tak slalu ada
Ini diriku apa adanya

Satu yang ku pinta yakini dirimu
Hati ini milikmu
Semua yang ku lakukan untukmu
Lebih dari sebuah kata cinta untukmu

Satu yang ku pinta yakini dirimu
Hati ini milikmu
(mungkin aku bukan pujangga)
Satu yang ku pinta yakini dirimu
(yang pandai merangkai kata)
Hati ini milikmu
Semua yang ku lakukan untukmu
Lebih dari sebuah kata cinta untukmu
Ini diriku

(Aku mungkin bukan pujangga)
(Aku mungkin tak slalu ada)
(Ini diriku apa adanya)
2x

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

08-03

2009-03-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

When you have to look away from me
I am really sad
When you don't have much to say to me
I am also really sad
But that's when I love you~

To hear you stumble when you speak
It's seems funny to see your hesitancy
To see you laugh at your own jokes
It's also very funny
But that's the time when I love you~

When you can't quite match your clothes
I love your expression of dissatisfaction

When you're mad cause you lost a game
I love the way u do your grumble

When you cry while watching the movie
I love the way u turn to hide your eyes

When u forget im waiting in the rain
When you forget that we had a date
I love that look which u give when you show up late

I love you a little more each time
more than u know... more than I know...
The more I learn, the more I love
The more I love, the more my heart can't get enough

Here is my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind

I will love you forever... endlessly...
No matter what

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

07-03

2009-03-07T10:20:00.005+08:00

Sentence of the week:
"The only reason for me to love u is because u are not me..."

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

05-03

2009-03-05T09:01:00.004+08:00

I wasn’t perfect
I’ve done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn’t looking for forgiveness
I wasn’t laid out by my pride

I just shocked by her attention
And someone signed me up for love
I didn’t want it
And now I can’t live without it

She’s kind of perfect
She’s kind of everything I’m not
Yeah, she’s an angel
And it’s amazing how patient she is
Even more at times I’m not

She’s my conscience
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can ♥

She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can ♥

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

02-03

2009-03-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

hari ini teringat memori lama yg membuat hati sedih
tak ada niat untuk nge blog
padahal rencananya mau cerita ttg hp baru
dadah~

NEW HAPE

2009-03-01T21:37:00.005+08:00

for full spec... klik here... or there...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

27-02

2009-02-27T10:50:00.002+08:00

I've been there before and I just can't let go...
The memories and pain of the hurt i know...
Now deep in the night, and there's passion inside...
Dare i follow my heart?

An innocent smile, then a walk in the night...
Then it's dinner at home served with candlelight
and it's been quite a while since i felt good inside...
Dare i follow my heart?

Do i feel something special inside of you?
Do i know what you really think of me?

And the raindrops keep falling into my heart...
and i just can't deny what feels so right...
Do i let myself go and feel the rain?
or should i play with caution and refrain?
Whatever i do, when it comes to you...
i know sometimes love plays the part of a fool...

I know what's in store though i can't say much more...
A chance worth the taking has opened its door...
and i can't say i love you...
and i can't say i don't...
but i do wish i knew...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

25-02

2009-02-25T14:21:00.005+08:00

What should I do...
if u've never realized...
how much I care for u...
What should I say...
if u've never noticed that...
I'm always by your side...
always looking after u...

Why I always use my assumption...
to guess what the other feel towards me...
Why can't I ask them properly...
about what they actually are thinking...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

24-02

2009-02-24T17:19:00.004+08:00

waduh...
dak napsu makan trus neh...
ampir seminggu...

sejak kamis makan mega mac di McD amo agung...
malemnya dak napsu makan...
asle kw gung... awas kw...

jumatnya pas mau makan siang...
udah dibeli makanannya...
trus waktu duduk, ngelirik makanannya...
dak napsu makan...
malamnya tidak makan...
-makan snack dikit pas malem udah kenyang-

sabtunya keroncongan pagi2...
cepet2 beli sarapan di can 5...
trus beliin makanan buat anak2 NEC jg
siangnya... tidak makan lagi...
sore2 laper... makan McSpicy...
lagi2 baru makan sedikit udah kekenyangan...

minggu...
pagi skip siang skip malem skip...
makan snack2 aja...

senin...
paginya idak makan...
siangnya nyicip subway orang...
malemnya makan kwetiau...

selasa... today...
pagi siang skip...
malem ini rencana mau makan can 5...
kl tutup, ya terpaksa skip....

rabu.. lets see tomorrow...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

23-02

2009-02-23T07:47:00.002+08:00

I'm missing u eventhough u're right here by my side
I can't tell what is happen but i feel the distance between us is growing too wide
Girl... please let me know how u feel towards me...
It seems too late to ask such a question...
It is better to be late than nothing at all...
Because that's the thing I want to know the most...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Reflection of the Month >.<

2009-02-19T08:17:00.003+08:00

Am I really a bad person?
Have I never done a good thing before?

always lied to u...
always left u alone...
never understand u...
never make u happy...

Did I make too many mistakes?
Did I always make excuses?
Have I ever made u hurt?

So now u aren't giving me any chances~
to do anything for u...
to say anything to u...
to take care for u...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Once again

2009-02-17T11:22:00.002+08:00

and once againn...

i'm thinking about~

taking the easy way out...

Lembaran baru?

2009-02-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

hari ini saya seperti memulai lembaran baru...

penampilan baru yg tidak kalah jeleknya...
semangat baru yg tidak kalah ama sebelum2nya...
semua lecture masuk chapter baru hari ini...
contact di hp saya tiba2 ngilang... jadi harus mengulang baru...
tas laptop jg baru... haha...
terpaksa saya ganti sampo baru, sabun baru, odol dan sikat gigi baru
sarung bantal dan sprei kasur jg baru muahahha...

serba baru yay...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

valentine's day

2009-02-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

happy valentine
^.^

~

2009-02-14T22:38:00.006+08:00

I wonder if i can just forget u...
Cuz u're always on my mind...
I just can't get u out off there...
I'm thinking...
Why can't this feeling just fade away?
Or it's me who can't let this feeling go away?

I wonder if i have a little courage...
Yah, a little is enough...
I'm just too shy to tell u properly about what i feel towards u...
I'm just too afraid to hear what your answer will be...
I'm just too naive to confess to u...

I'm really sorry for asking this stupid question...
But would u wait for me?

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

happy again

2009-02-06T07:45:00.002+08:00

today i am very happy...
i wont tell u the reason...
i cant...
because i also dunno what is the reason...
i only feel good...

i feel good... i knew that i would... now
i feel good... i knew that i would... now
so good... so good... i got uuuu~

oh happy day... oh happy night...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

happy

2009-02-04T07:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a happy day...
i hope today is also a happy day
and tomorrow will be a happy day too...
o.0
wish everyone be happy everyday...
0.o

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

silly

2009-01-29T08:46:00.002+08:00

i was just wake up
and somehow i think of my silliness
T^T
i was a silly boy
and now i am a silly man
how about later, will i become a silly old man?
*sob*

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2009-01-26T22:41:00.004+08:00

Gong Xi
Gong Xi Fa Cai

Xin Nian Kuai Le
Niu Nian Kuai Le
Da Jia Kuai Le

Wish everyone all the best for this year...
May all prosperities come to us...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2560
26 January 2009

☆╭┐┌╮☆°．﹒
╭┘└┘└╮∴°☆°
└┐．．┌┘───╮∴°
╭┴──┤Happy ├╮
│ｏ　ｏ│CowYear│●°
╰┬──╯牛年快乐│ ∴°﹒
☆ ˍ|ˍ/ˍˍˍˍˍ/∴☆ .。.。.。.。.。

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

setengah hati...

2009-01-19T20:04:00.003+08:00

tertegun ku memandangmu...
saat kau tinggalkanku menangis...
bodohnya ku mengharapmu...
jelas sudah tak kau pedulikan cintaku...

mestinya tlah kusadari...
betapa perih cinta tanpa balasmu...
harusnya tak ku paksakan...
bila akhirnya kan melukaiku...

mungkin...
ku tak akan bisa...
jadikan dirimu...
kekasih yang seutuhnya mencinta...
namun kurelakan diri...
jika hanya setengah hati...
kau sejukkan jiwa ini...

ku hanya terus berharap...
satu hari kau mampu sadari...
tiada yang pernah mengerti sepertiku...
setulus hati mencintaimu...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Haruskah Ku Mati

2009-01-18T20:24:00.001+08:00

Bagaimana mestinya
Membuatmu jatuh hati kepadaku
Tlah kutuliskan sejuta puisi
Meyakinkanmu
Membalas cintaku

Haruskah ku mati karenamu
Terkubur dalam kesedihan...sepanjang waktuku
Haruskah kurelakan hidupku
Hanya demi cinta yang mungkin bisa membunuhku
Hentikan denyut nadi jantungku
Tanpa kau tahu betapa suci hatiku
Untuk...memilikimu

Adakah keikhlasan
dalam palung jiwamu...mengetukmu
Ajarkanmu bahasa perasaan
Hingga hatimu tak lagi membeku

Tiadakah ruang di hatimu untukku
Yang mungkin bisa tuk kusinggahi
Hanya sekedar penyejuk
Di saat ku layu
Kusetia menantimu hingga akhir masa

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

18-01

2009-01-18T09:37:00.003+08:00

hi fren...
today is minggu...
minggu minggu minggu...

happy... karena minggu libur
not happy?... karena bsk kuliah...

anyway... mau cerito ttg palembang gathering kmrn nih...
saya orang pertama yg dateng ke tmpt acara... wooo...
biasalah anak rajin... always on time :P
trus masuk dan nunggu anak2 yg laen dateng sambil maen bilyard...
pas udah rame barulah acara dimulai...

acara pertama... kumpul di activity room per batch...
perkenalkan diri + buat cheers...
after that...
dibagi jadi 5 kelompok... aku di grup 1 haha...
nah lupo sapo be anggotanyo... ce vera, ce berlina, ichi, yat, felix, ko erikson, dll...
aduh... kok kelompoknya cuma aku year 2 T.T
dpp yg ptg fun haha...

abis itu makan2... nyam2... yummy... delicious...
udah itu ada satu acara talkshow yg keren abiz... pertama kalinya di palembang gathering LOL...
ada doorprize dan awards jg di akhir acara...
Yudis terpilih sebagai Man of Palembang Gathering... congratz man...

we went back to hall around 1 o'clock in the morning...

Back to topic... Minggu...
sebentar lagi saia dkk mau pergi ke kelenteng...
trus siangnya kita ntn Red Cliff 2 di JP GV (kalau jadi) ^^

--THE END--

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

17-01

2009-01-17T09:26:00.002+08:00

Hiie...
today I woke up very early...
and had nothing to do, so I decided to write something :D

today is saturday... yesterday is friday... and tomorrow is sunday...
and tonight I will come to Palembang Gathering.... hurray...
I can meet everyone there hoho ^.^

As for tomorrow I plan to watch Red Cliff 2 movies...
hope it is not cancelled... (bcoz it is only a few ppl who want to join me)
T^T

ok lor...
it is the end liao...
cao...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Genie Zhuo in Concert

2009-01-15T22:57:00.006+08:00

Finally...

firstly I want to say happy new year to all of u...
and also to my blog... hiies...
hope all your wishes will come true...

yow...
this is my first post for this year after my blog have his so-called long long vacation
(actually it is just my alibi to hide my laziness :p)
and somehow I had such a mood to write today ^.^

hihi... u know what...
Genie (aka Zhuo Wen Xuan) hold a concert at NTU today
for those who dont know about her... she is a taiwanese singer and actress,
she play a role as Gong Mo Li in Romantic Princess which is also starred by Angela Zhang and Wu Zun
if I am not wrong, she come here to promote her 4th album entitled 'My Favourite Kind of Genie' in english...

The concert was so nice~
so many people come there...
and her voice was too beautiful to be listened (by me ^.^)
then i decided to buy her album-dvd and ask for her autograph on it

so, it is the end...
nothing else to say haha...

cyah...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

2008-11-19T12:29:00.003+08:00

If only I could turn back time

Maybe things would be different

Maybe I would have known you better

And the regrets I have would not be here

You always had a place in my heart

Although you were not with me

I always and always thought about you

And wondered if you cared

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

1-11

2008-11-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

haizzz

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

31-10

2008-10-31T03:15:00.006+08:00

The last day of this month...

The last day of my e learning week

The last day for playing

The last day for having fun

The inspiration of the month...

When it hurts to look back...

and u're too scared to look ahead...

U can look beside u...

I definitely will be there for u...

dellicious

it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Right Here Right Now

2008-10-30T23:19:00.005+08:00

Can you imagine

what would happen
if we could have any dream
I'd wish this moment

was ours to own it
and that it would never leave

Then I would thank that star
that made our wish come true (come true)
Ohh Yeahh hmm
Cause he knows that where you are

is where I should be too.

Right Here Right Now yeah
Im looking at you

and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything hmm

Right Here, I promise you somehow
that tomorrow can wait (can wait)

some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me

It feels like forever

what could be better
We've already proved it was
That two thousand words

twenty three hours

have blended the universe
Its gonna be, everything (everything)
in our whole world changed (it starts changing)
and do know that when we are (when we are)
our memory's the same
oh no oh no

Right Here Right Now (right now)

Im looking at you

and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything (everything)

Right Here, right here

I promise you somehow (somehow were gonna)
That tomorrow can wait

some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me

Oh we know its coming (coming)
Oh its coming fast
Its always you and me ohh yeah
so lets make this second last
make it last

Right here
Ooohh Right now
Yeah im looking at you
and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right Here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait, some other day to be (to be)
But right now there's you and me
You and me
you and me
Ohh You and me
But right now there's you and me

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE

2008-10-29T14:59:00.006+08:00

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be yeahhhh

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance...
Can I have this dance...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

28-10

2008-10-28T13:31:00.019+08:00

Today is the 80th remembrance of hari sumpah pemuda

On 28 October 1928, Sumpah Setia *a pledge of loyalty*

which was the conclusion of Kongres Pemuda II

was read out in the end of that Kongres

that is why, 28 October is called HARI SUMPAH PEMUDA

the content of this pledge are...

Pertama. Kami Poetera dan Poeteri Indonesia, Mengakoe Bertoempah Darah Jang Satoe, Tanah Indonesia
Kedoea. Kami Poetera dan Poeteri Indonesia, Mengakoe Berbangsa Jang Satoe, Bangsa Indonesia
Ketiga. Kami Poetera dan Poeteri Indonesia, Mendjoendjoeng Bahasa Persatoean, Bahasa Indonesia

in english

Firstly. We the sons and daughters of Indonesia, acknowledge one motherland, Indonesia
Secondly. We the sons and daughters of Indonesia, acknowledge one nation, the nation of Indonesia
Thirdly. We the sons and daughters of Indonesia, respect the language of unity, Indonesian

Selamat Hari Sumpah Pemuda

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Walk Away

2008-10-28T01:24:00.007+08:00

I guess I should've known better
to believe that my luck could change
(luck could change)

ooo

I lent my heart out forever
Finally learn each others names
(each others name)

I tell myself this time
it's different

no goodbyes cuz I
can't bear to say it

I'll never survive
the one that's coming

if I stay, oh no

Just walk away ooh
and don't look back

cause if my heart breaks

it's gonna hurt so bad

you know I'm strong
but I can't take that

before it's too late

ooh just walk away

walk, walk, walk away,
ooh just walk away
walk, walk, walk away
aye-aye yeah

I really wish I could blame you
But I know that it's no ones fault
(no one)

no no no no ooh

A Cinderella with no shoe
and a prince that doesn't know he's lost
(know he's lost)

This heaviness feels

so familiar
Each goodbye with just

the same old song
But this time

I will not surrender

Cause I'm gone
Oooh yeah!

Just walk away ooh
and don't look back

cause if my heart breaks

it's gonna hurt so bad
you know I'm strong
but I can't take that

before it's too late
ooh just walk away

walk, walk, walk away,
ooh just walk away
walk, walk, walk away
just walk away

I've got to let it go
ooh

start protecting
my heart and soul

Cause I don't think I'll survive
A goodbye again
Not again!

Just walk away ooh
and don't look back
cause if my heart breaks

it's gonna hurt so bad
you know I'm strong
but I can't take that

before it's too late
(before it's too late)
ooh just walk away

(walk, walk, walk away)
walk away walk away
yeeaah
(walk, walk, walk away)
walk away walk away
all right!
(walk, walk walk away, yeah, walk away!)
walk away walk away
(oh walk walk walk away)
walk away walk away
ooh, ooh

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

Just Wanna Be With U

2008-10-27T21:46:00.004+08:00

Hmm

I've got a lot of things, I have to do

all these discrations, our future's coming soon

we're being pulled

In hundred different directions

But whatever happens....
I know I've got you
You're on my mind, you're in my heart

It doesn't matter where we are

We'll be alright

even if we're....
Miles apart!

All I wanna do

is be with you, be with you
There's nothing we can do

I just wanna be with you, only you

No matter where life takes us

nothing can break us apart
You know it's true

I just wanna be with you
Oooh
Just Be With You
Oh yeah

You know how life can be
It changes overnight
It's sun, even raining

But it's all right

A friend like you
Always makes it easy
I know that you get me
Every time

Through every up, through every down
Through anything, you can count on me!

All I wanna do
Is be with you, be with you
There's nothing we can't do
Just be with you, be with you
Only you

No matter where life takes us
Nothing can break us apart (You know it's true)

I just wanna be with you... I just wanna be with you

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

26-10

2008-10-26T20:46:00.004+08:00

Today I watch High School Musical 3 in GV

so nice lor...

this time, Troy and friends sing too much songs...

so 1 of my friend said he was sick of songs...

ckck...

Now or Never...

Right Here Right Now

I want it all

Can I have this dance

Just wanna be with u

Boys are back

Last chance

and the last one is High School Musical Theme Song

i only remember those one...

i thought that those songs fill this movie more than half of its time

o.o

before that movie started, i saw some movies' trailer and suddenly got desire to watch them hoho...

btw i havent paid for my ticket cuz my friend paid for me 1st...

then i was forgot to pay back

i hope he is also forget about it ^^

tomorrow is holiday...

i wish tomorrow will be a good day for me...

cao...

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love

25-10

2008-10-25T19:43:00.004+08:00

i am so lonely de...
ask me on msn if u want to know why...
:p

dellicious
it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love