I hate to fall in love with someone like u I hate to be extremely happy when I met u I hate to be coy when I was in front of u
I HATE THOSE... REALLY~
Saat berada di depan komputer, Aku benci harus deg-degan menunggu kamu online Saat kamu online, Aku benci harus berpikir mencari kata" untuk memulai percakapan denganmu Saat kata" itu telah ada, Aku benci harus berpikir apakah kau akan senang bila aku panggil Saat aku telah memberanikan diriku untuk memanggil dirimu, Aku benci harus bersiap untuk tidak direspon oleh dirimu Saat kau merespon, Aku benci harus kegirangan seperti orang menang lotre walaupun kamu hanya membalas satu karakter
AKU BENCI... SANGAT~
Saat memegang hape Aku benci harus membuka gallery handphone ku hanya untuk melihat foto-foto mu Aku benci harus terkejut saat melihat kamu menelepon Aku benci harus bertanya-tanya saat menerima sms dari kamu Aku benci harus menyimpan sms dari kamu dan membacanya disaat aku rindu kamu
And now I really hate to try to forget everything about you I really hate to try to erase all my feelings towards you I really hate to force myself to do something I can't do
REALLY HATE IT
dellicious it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love
^.^ 11:59 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DELLICIOUS
delliciousy.blogspot.com says: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOUU
dellicious says: Oh thx my blog :D
Haha...Today is my birthdayI'm 19 now...Too old to be a boy alreadySo I should try to be a man this day onwards >.<
Thanks to everyone who gave me a very superb brilliant surpriseReally appreciate it ^^ AndWOW~that was surely shocking me and made me wanna cry more than i did yesterday TxTT_TT^TT.TTwTTvT
N thanks for FEN for this cute keychain... *dellicious like this*
N thanks to KEII for her very very long wishes n her special gift *dellicious also like this*
N thanks to YESSY who give me the most happy birthday word today *dellicious like this too*
N now I'm waiting for YUDIS to post the photos taken by his super cool camera:P *dellicious will like that*
dellicious it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love
^.^ 10:25 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
SADNESS INSIDE HAPPINESS
I was wondering this when *something* happened to me after I write the previous post Actually I've got a sad thing behind a happy thing I mean there's a sad side of me when I'm happy It also put the effect to the happy thing I got today
Like the second reason why I'm happy today... there's also a thing that made me sad As for the first reason I don't want to say the reason Cuz it's just a very simple reason Maybe u'll laugh when I say it XD
OK then I'm going to sleep now Byezz
dellicious it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love
^.^ 1:41 AM
HAPPY
I am so happy today…
It’s long long time since I’ve had this kind of happiness…
I forget the exact date… but it’s in June…
I am happy for someone else ^^
And actually I feel a bit weird with this kind of feeling…
Why I should be happy?? Haha…
Maybe since they’re my friends, but why I’m so happy??
It’s not normal…
Anyone know why??
I couldn’t imagine how happy I would be if I’m in their position XD
But I think it’s still long long time in the future…
it’s just a hope for now ^^V
Anyway today I also happy bcuz there’re some ppl tell me about everything they feels and felt…
Unfortunately I couldn’t help them with anything…
I feel sad since I could only listen to them but I hope it will help them abit
OK… That’s all for today…
dellicious it's going to be a wonderful day when you spend it with the one u love
